Why don’t people listen to me from the start? Aargh. My nerves have been disturbed, and I’m more disgusted than ever about the act of measuring something changing what’s being measured.

I was hoping to get the thing done with to appease the people. Halfway through, I’m realizing the torturous nature of it. Potential benefit-to-cost ratio went towards all cost, and possibly lasting longer than I care.

I’ll try to minimize the psychological toll, but this sucks right now.

My poor head…